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we all grow up. it happens. I certainly have matured over the last few years. I can tell because i shave. I honestly thnk ive matured as a person. Hell, looking back at my old xanga, i realized how immature i was. i'd put sad faces at the end of all my posts to hopefully brogn some sadness and a sense of meaning to my bitter life. ha. im sorry for anyone who thought i was more than a troubled kid looking for attention. speaking of little kids, (wow what a transition) the one thing that enrages me beyond beleif is kids. I mean hell they are cute etc but its situations like the following that piss me off. This is an old scenario. Me and my mates went to a show, and we spyed some kids at the tender and influential age of 12 or or 11. Now alas! a child exposed to ska at a tender age! there is hope! right? wrong. solely becausethis girl had NOT ONLY fishnets on NOT ONLY a trendy dickies bag with a bunch of 'flare' on it, but it was mostly because she had a hat on. alex thats a terrible reason to hateher. just wait. now i will give her points for it not being a trucker hat, but there were wo unforgiveable things, the first it was worn slightly off to the side, and secondly (ill let this one speak for itself) it said 'dork'.infuriating. transtioning back to maturity, i feel as though the moment i felt most mature and well the moment one may say i 'was a man' was the terribly simple time in 'the block' shopping center. me and my mates were walking and a girl waved and smield at me! alas! this has never happened! why did she smiel! and i soon figured out (or convinced myself) it was because im finally growing up and growing attractive to the ladies. oh yesa momentous occasion. I mean the little experiences like this all combined made a feeling of maturity. two other occasion may have been ona cold sumemr night where it was my brother, me and our friend out side discussing the adventures of his face fresh from europe, and we smoked a cigar. The other could be my first sip of alcohol. and perhaps my third willinvolve a girl. we can only hope.